The Bartender Who Killed A Girl

I hear you scream
So bitter
The joy has left your voice
Some time ago

This used to be
All love and peace
Now anger spreads
Like a disease

Is it
Because of me
You say it’s not my fault
But I don’t believe

You say that
It has been
Lingering all along
Underneath the skin

It just needed a reason
A reason to slip

Well was it me?
You say it’s not my fault
But I don’t believe
I don’t buy what you are telling me
Not anymore

I was the reason
The last drop
The bartender who killed a girl
By giving her that last shot
Before she drove home
Have I destroyed home?

You say it’s not my fault
But I don’t believe

It’s all because of me
You say it’s not my fault
But I
I don’t believe
I don’t buy what you are telling me
Not anymore

You say it’s not my fault
But I don’t believe
I don’t

I hear you scream
So bitter
You say my hands are clean
But this house’s blood’s all over me

I destroyed


Sinnaye ©